Telenav for Sandman

So still haven't managed to eat anything..
I just feel so icky.
The thought of food is scary now.
Which suck cause hello!?!?! I have to cook tomorrow and all I want to do is lay in bed and sleep:(
My mom forgot to wake me to take me to her office....and I got mad...no that I wanted to go.
Just that if I have an excuse I don't feel bad about leaving the house......
Tired,
Read Psy Cop 5 Camp Hell....It was good. No what I hoped, different but good.
The creepy food comments didn't help today but...meh
Jordan Castillo Price is a Goddess...(and someone needs to chain her to a desk)
I just talk to my mom and came into the kitchen to fix her a plate for when she comes home in a while.
Back to bed

Sandman no Go

Soooooooo,
Still no sleep:(
Problem is that If I take a sleeping pill now..well I'm gonna sleep all the way into 2009 with no stops, and that's just rude!
So cranky and tired, not to mention that I still have a problem eating.
Great way to be on the hols, called my doctor all ready.
So we'll see.
Trying to gear up to do some editing, I mean its been nearly a month and I want to try some new things. I want to write about a necromancer.....so yep.

Pre New Years

Still sick..
So tired and dizzy.
Had a biiiiiiggggg ight with my mother and...well, she just rubs me the wrong way somedays.
Somedays the world just sucks:(

Wednesday

So christmas!?
For the ones that celebrate awesome time.
For the ones that don't. Well it was a stay at home type of day.
I can't stand the crazy-crazy noice and ate some very yummie dessert!
Have a fever and I'm very dizzy now.
Can't sleep but can't stay on the pc all day..
Peace
and yes two days later.....I'm really sick now!

life

SOooooooooooooo...havin' a fuzzy day!
Still trouble to sleep...moms work party was fine(the food suck, some arse coworker got promoted)....
One of my pets is really sick...
Just sucky time now..in the holidays.

No Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Soooooooooo 6am in the morning.......I have no clue how many hours is that awake.
My eyes feel all gritty and I'm so crancky.
I am also very hungry, I ried not to eat to much, sence I stayed at home, but I really doe smakes me cranckier and I get so dizzy....
On the other hand I finished packing all the prezzies for christmas(not that there was much this year), but I'm thankfull my uncle is fine and that a second surgery was not need(not sure If we could have aforded that)
I'm gonna try to walk some now...see If I can manage to get some shut eye....If not its off to the hospital and they can drug into(I allready took the sleeping pills I was prescribe and some..)
I'm also getting the flue...in a country that Is now around 38 celsius everyday...

RB maybe not for me....

Sooo...over 30hours with no sleep....
While Red Bull is very taisty and yummie.
Its aparently not for an imsomniac pranoid person like me!
On the other hand, I read 50 pages on my PoliSci book and have more than 6 pages in notes and highlights.
Bad thing is that now my brain is asleep and I'm still wired....
Need to start editing...now..
Ok, maybe tomorrow.

Sleeeppy!!
Just came from the Uni had to stay in line half the afternoon only for them to tell me that I need to come back in february(f****ers).
I started writing and putting up some ideas about extra scenes in Not there yet....to.. you know explain maybe what happens in the whole book...lol
And also some ideas for a new book....yep I lost my marbles!!
On an other news......I can't have my secong part of the requiere books for PoliScie class...there was some problem and they send them back...
And the new ones are only coming in feb...f***ers.
Dranked 3 red bulls!! I feel like Matt!!

Funny

So yesterday was my last exam until february.
And after it I needed to go to the student counsel office to ask some things and have some sign in.
But the student id I needed to use..well it was not the same that the one I used for the exams..so I didn't have it in my bookbag(which is huge). So I panic..
I mean I knew it was there..just noit there or easily found:S
So in the hall where tons of people where waiting for their friends, letter to be called I pulled out all my books and notebooks and every piece of papper I had. Not to mention my two bottles of juice and candy that I need each day..I made a mess...
Not there, so after hours of search and my room looks like a bomb went in there, I founded in the first notebook I searched.
Ha, on me so now I need to hotfooted there on monday which is the last day and if they ask me any papper I don't bring I'm fucked.
So now my wrist hurts...so I'll write about the funny thing later on.
Cheers,

Delutions

If someone ever asked..I can honestly say my kriptonite is.............Peruvian condiment, or most basicaly the chicken, the Peruvian chicken.
I have a deep....deep love for those herbs it is bathed in, seson in ...I don't care. I love it, I will even eat the skin...
Its just soooooo good, and yummie and I just ate a quarter and my mouth waters at the mere thought of it.
Peruvian chicken...can conquer the world!
I bow down to your magesty!

36 celsius

I don't wanna go!!
:.pouts::
I really don't want to leave the house its tooooooo hot!
And I get cranky if I have to go up hill to find the stupid buss to get to central..
I just don't want to go...and I have to!
I need to sign up for some classes and I don't want to leave the house..........

Guurrrrrrrrrr

Grrrrrrr, I'm cranky!
Yes, cranky!
Very cranky.....Ist way to f****g hot and there are freaking buggs everywhere and Arika Bell Bell is all randy up..and making so much noice in this cage that is bugging me.
I wanna keep reading smut but I'm to tired and my head hurts..more than usual.
And I hate the desktop keyboard.....the stupid laptop doesn't have the internet now...god only knows why and I'm cranky.
There is a problem with the hot water here..
Tired cranky and in pain...
Owie.

Blurb

So today I was talking with someone, a person that knew that I had done NaNo...And they asked a Blurb, or you know a basic about what my novel was about...
So I wrote a blurb...which I later felt was better than the whole freakin' thing..It was cute and short and not very comfusing...So of course being the dork I am I erase it from my computer..Anyway it was something like this...

Bla, bla, bla...................
what I ended up writing was...M-M Original story.
Its about four guy that have known each other most of their lives. And now they live in a house near campus, how they are each displeased about each others choices(careers, bf, friends). Just how they literally can't stand each other, yet they are tied by memories and love.
And just before the holidays when are at their most neurotic and cranky..someone realizes a rumor(flyer's, blogs, podcast, FB,..) about two of they.
And instead of braining themselves, they end up taking a stand.
'We are like this, and we like it'.
I left it off when are in the same room laughing and ready to face everybody...while their buddy's have their back.
Still neurotic, still twisted by life but hanging on.
Its called 'Not there Yet'

Deception

So that really blows!!
Today was the day of the mini diploma ceremony...there was also some realy nice presentations from other classes..Programing, Linux, Electronics, something, something, else...and It got canceled...because they need to fix the auditorium....
Bullcrap!!!
The auditory hasn't been open for students sence May...they promised that was done...LIERS!!
It pisses me off cause they gave us all this invitations, and they bugged us all the time to go..
And my mom and my sister, well they wanted to come..so they asked in their jobs half a day off, that sucks...No ceremony no play, no party(sure it was going to blow) but we had installed so much equipament this year(I helped do that)
And it sucks...............

Mini Diploma

Sooo 35 celsius degrees out there adn its near 6pm.
I'm just leaving for the diploma ceremony at my Center where I have aparently managed to get my Diploma in Administration of Networks and something Unix 101:)
Still thing what to sign in next year..need to do it fast cause I have a free tuition until dec.20...
Maybe visual...and electronics?
Not sure...Silly hair is all wet still....
Tomorrow to the Uni to see if I can fix my mess...
Yeah today..

Techno Igit!

So i just realized that all the blogs that I thought that I was following are in fact not on my list-thingy--- only two are and there is aparently some sort of problem there,
no clue how to fix it.
And I don't remember all the names of the blogs....that really sucks
Joined gayauthors as jamiepblaze for some awesome reading by Dom Luka and some others authors.
Finaly did the spell check on 'Not there yet' so now I have to wait one more week before I can edit...rewrite...and add all the things I forgot ion the mad rush to reach my goal.
So thats all for now.

yeah yuck?

I passed two of my classes with nooooooooo final!!!!!!!!!!!!
::Jump Jump::
I really fucked up some others classes, that I'm going re take next year.
Plus cram up, 2 language courses(that I should have donne in the full year) in two months.
I need to try to pass at least two courses in the summer (which is basicaslly cramming all the books in two months and hope I get a teacher I know who takes the 3 exams it takes to pass the course).
So really no holidays here but I wrote a novel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I need to learn who to edit:S